oh hello hello hello, remember me? i must have fallen off your blog radar a super long time ago with my lack of consistent postings. but i really have good reason! for the last few months, i have been completely absorbed – mind, body and soul – into this project that has really been the biggest deal of my life.

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that’s right, LVMH, short for louis vuitton moët hennessy, the company responsible for practically 90% of the world’s luxury brands, somehow collaborated with parsons. this is a contest called “the art of craftsmanship revisited: new york“, that involves students forming teams of students from the different schools (fashion, photography, technology, etc) in parsons, and coming together to make a documentary and also a complete ensemble.

the assignment

the aim of this project was simple: LVMH x parsons wanted to bring some light to the dying craft of artisans. the history of artistry in europe is very strong, but it seems to be fading out in america, and so the whole idea of this project was to shine the spotlight onto these artists who have toiled with their hands and passed down their craft through the generations.

right at the beginning in late november, we were given a huge list of different artistry that was available in the new york area, and had to choose one. there were areas like book binding, neon lights, calligraphy, puppet making, glass arts and so on. after much debate, my team chose metal arts. we proceeded to throw ourselves into completing the initial rounds for submission, which was to basically give the judges an idea of what we might come up with in the final round. when we thought about metal arts, there is just so many different aspects of it that we didn’t really know where to begin. but our idea was that the image of metals is so strong, but yet it can be melted down and turned malleable and into liquid, and we wanted to capture a split second in time of this moment made by both the metal and the artist’s hands that are creating it.

we were free to choose any category as it did not matter – in the end, we were given our artisans based on our initial submission. and you know what, they loved our submission so much, they gave us the artist involved in metal arts. hearing the judges say it was the best feeling ever.

that’s when the shocker came – i don’t think any of us expected what sort of amazing artists they had lined up for all of the teams. our artist, or artists rather, were from this french company called les métalliers champenois (basically meaning ‘the metal workers from champenois, a place in france) who moved to new york after winning the bid to restore the statue of liberty.

completely blown away by LMC

that’s right folks, i mean, this was a huge deal. in short, there were problems with the gilding of the statue of liberty when she was first done, so they were contracted to restore the flame and torch, and also recast miss liberty’s face and toes!!

you might recognise some of these?

we went to their atelier a few times and were honestly flabbergasted with some extra flabbers… it wasn’t just the statue of liberty that they restored, but also the supremely ornate rails of chateau de versailles and the gates of the place stanislas in nancy, france. i can’t go on long enough about how amazed i was with their work. the statues that you see in central park, the staircases of some serious aristocrats…. besides all those historic restorations, if people like bill gates and jerry seinfeld let them into their house, you know they are pretty legit!

some of our first sketches and design ideas

so we had lots of talks and meetings, discussing what it was that we saw that really sparked some inspirations within us. the movements of each of the artists at LMC, the repetitions of those moments, the importance of their hands in molding their craft, the fact that that everything fits like a puzzle since they don’t usually weld things, the idea of visual symmetry through different proportions, and even the amazing latticework that goes inside each restoration piece. jean, a seriously nice and hilarious french man, who runs LMC, told us this, that although they are artists, they are first and foremost, technicians. everything is a calculation, everything is based on really understanding and knowing the fabrication of their materials, the technical details that might escape a layman’s eye but what they as artists need to catch on.

it was inspirational and all too exciting. we focused on the way that LMC worked and their mentality, and brought this into our ensemble. layers, 2D to 3D, technicality, functional but beautiful, curvilinear, structure and movement, organic, restrained, controlled. those were our key terms in thinking about our design.

unveiling the trace

that’s the name we gave to our team of 6, 3 from the design and technology school, and 3 of us in fashion. it was the perfect name, because we drew our inspirations from the processes and movements that our artists go through in creating their own craft, and we wanted to trace their lines and convert it into our own craft.

the idea was to have a dress as a foundation to build up upon, creating abstract lines that told the story of the latticework that LMC builds into their restoration projects.

this was the plan for the crazy seams on our dress! no straight lines! whoah!

the first drape for our dress

it was decided early on that we would have the second layer was to be a more translucent layer of cowls that was a representation of both the movement of the artists as well as our representation of the repoussé that LMC is famous for. unfortunately, our initial design idea did not work at all. at. all. it was just impossible to force the fabric to do what we wanted it to. not that we wanted to force it that way at all.

so we draped and re-draped nonstop for like, a good two or three days, until we arrived at something that all 3 of us were happy with. it’s no good if just one of us liked something. this was a group effort. you can’t agree on something when even one person was unhappy with it.

we knew we wanted all cowls over the foundation layer, but it was more difficult than we thought!!

we draped our initial concept. and hated it. so we tried all sorts of different ideas

i can’t tell you how many times we tried draping this. we seriously met everyday for a few days and just kept draping and pinning things to the dress form to see how we liked it. there were a lot of different things to consider, especially if the drape went with the image of our artisans that we wanted to portray. in the end, we decided not to force it and to let it build in our minds for a few days while we concentrate on other things.

like the half-jacket. we knew exactly what we wanted. it was initially my idea. we were having a really nice little dress and everything and i wanted something that was somewhat masculine and that represented strength; my idea was that because everything was based on the work that the artists created with their hands, i wanted something that covered their right arm and protected it.

this was our quick drape of the jacket and its first sample

getting the perfect fit is a headache

many other teams made garments that were rather loose-fitting or in stretch materials which are easy to fix and forgiving. we used 4-ply silk for the base dress, a double layer of chiffon for the drapes as well as wool cashmere for the half-jacket. plus, it was such a streamlined and clean look, it needed to fit perfectly. PERFECTLY.

but this perfectionist side of ours was not fun. the school did not inform us of what sort of models we were to have. the instructions were that we should hand in our finished garment, completely done except for the hems, and that after handing it in, we would be assigned models and then have out fitting. which was really quite a crazy thing. i can’t even explain it to you. we had such a fitted dress and the fact that there were no straight seams made it even crazier. monica was our fit model in class and so we asked her to wear it for us and that’s when we realized how much of a horror it was to make one-shouldered dresses. neither of the 3 of us had ever attempted it before and it completely slipped our minds that the fabric stretches out so much on the bias.

plus, because the school simply instructed us to drape on the dress form, we were simple-minded enough to drape for a girl of a “regular” height. when monica tried it on, however, it was barely skimming her butt.

so without knowing what kind of models we were getting, runway models or fit models (they have very different heights and measurements), we dumped that first finished dress and remade it to make sure it was longer and better fitting. it was mad. completely insane. since i was more familiar with making patterns on 2D and manipulating it, i was assigned the grand task of reworking the dress patterns. marvelous.

and i really couldn’t complain about it because it was my grand idea of having all those curved lines in the first place.

with no measurements provided, we tried the dress on monica and realized how short it was!

werk!!!

i basically had to redrape a really simple dress silhouette that fitted an estimated of a model’s size (which is a great mental war, considering i didn’t know what sort of models we were getting). from there, i drew the shapes of the seam lines we wanted, while looking at the pieces of the very first drape we did. then it was on to pattern-making and some serious mind-boggling mathematician work. patterns are all about math. did you know that? i don’t think i could have done it without knowing how to add, subtract, and divide all sorts of numbers and fractions. i hadn’t done it for so long, it took me a good day and a half to get it exactly how i wanted it.

redoing the dress and reshaping the seam lines. and laying out at the old drape and wishing it had worked!

pattern manipulation.... "fun!!!".....

and so after many days of redoing everything and being really perfectionist anal buttheads, we probably really killed ourselves unnecessarily but we did end up with something we were happy with. this was our first finished sample of the entire look, in muslin and then in the actual fabric.

finally, the 3 of us could agree that we loved how this looked

blending technology and fashion

the techie guys in our team came up with an amazing code on computer that captured only the movements that were made on film, and with that, the “center” of all these movements were found and extremely amazing abstract lines appeared on screen. it was amazing. we wanted to use these lines and integrate it into our garment. how?

during one of our visits to the atelier of LMC, we looked to the ground and found dust. literally, metallic dust that was simply just remnants of metal stuff that they were cutting, soldering and so on. and we swept them up to keep, just in case. so we decided to put them to good use. to LMC, it was trash. but to us, it was beautiful.

we captured the movements of the artisans into a code

elahe and antoine going through the process of the fabric treatment i thought of

the finished cowl, complete with the code

it was gorgeous. my lousy photos don’t do them justice. i think it turned out better than the 3 of us expected it to. we’d tried fusing (basically, gluing) so many different colours of chiffon together and then sandwiching the metal bits in between them, but finally it was this very neutral beigey-grey that we liked. the gold metal bits looked amazing inside of it.

last minute craze

the deadline towards the show was coming up and we were panicking. it was only a week before the show that we found out that we were in fact going to use the fit models that we usually have in school. so we had to go through some crazy first-come-first-served email contest and fight for monica to be our model. we really wanted her because she has the best personality and we wanted someone who was fun and spunky. no use having a model who frowns and whines about everything.

we reworked our dress after fitting it to her, took apart whatever we needed to and then put it back together. it was a whirlwind, i tell you, a real whirlwind. for the last 6 weeks, we’ve spent almost everyday in school together working till 2am in the morning, discussing, making, contemplating, reworking, remaking….

this is me, concentrating on finishing the insides of the half-jacket

our heels: what we bought, and what we changed it into!

the big day at milk studios!

who'd have thought i'd ever make it into this sort of list?

the line up

red carpeting and pretending to be a star. except there isn't actually a red carpet.

she's totally working our look!!

walk the walk!

monica and myself. as you can see i need to grow another 10 inches.

monica with gerry and jean-paul from LMC

susie bubble and aneta from bobbintalk were some of the bloggers present

how cute is she!

the scene and some of the other teams' works

ta-ta!

sweet dreams are made of these

in a twinkling of an eye, 2 hours flew past. i felt like i was in a daze. it was surreal. we spoke to so many people. there were tons of guests who asked monica who made her outfit and she would direct them to us. this harper’s bazaar photog really loved it, so did this guy who’s a fashion publisher, and a few fashion editors at magazines. we got some really great feedback. i felt like i was on a high. surpassing cloud nine. it was unreal.

our tiny backstage corner

in the milk elevator

drinks + a huge relief that it's over

it was so much work and it put us so behind in our regular schoolwork, but i don’t regret a minute of it. i learned so much and had such an amazing experience. what more could i ask for? winning the $20000 grand prize would be amazing and certainly won’t hurt. but i had the time of my life. being at the fashion event and having the opportunity to take part in this contest was simply fantastic. having the avenue for people to come and look at something i’d poured my heart and soul into, the feeling of people admiring or even criticising your garments, it was great. we never had the chance to do that before, not to such a large crowd. we couldn’t stop smiling. i could do this over and over again.

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my 2010 goals, dreams, wishlist – the whole shebang

by queengilda on December 31, 2009

it is about 11pm here in singapore as i type this, and in a couple of hours, it will be a new year and a new decade. i know it’s all cliche and i know everyone’s talking about the same thing, but this is really a time of year to reflect and think about my life.

am i going down the right roads, making the right choices? am i really following my dreams? am i becoming the person i want to be?

2009 was an amazing year for me. amazing because i can’t count the number of times i got sick due to stress and a weakened immune system. and amazing because it really was, truely quite amazing. the opportunities that came my way, the way things seemed to somehow work out, the people i met who had an impact in my life… after all these years of “dreaming” my dream, it was as if everything was finally falling into place and i seemed to be walking in the right direction.

a lot more is going to happen in the next year, and i’m really gearing myself up to be able to handle the stress and the sleepless nights when i would have to stay awake working. but i know it’s all gonna make sense in the end. i know i’m not going to regret the effort. i just know, deep in my heart, that 2010 is gonna be a huge year for me.

and i may not know you, but i hope with all my heart that it will be huge for you too.

we can make it happen. i know we can. i’m not an annoyingly positive person, but there are things that are in our grasp, things that we can control, and i just want to believe.

i want to share with you 3 of my favourite quotes that i have kept in some journal of mine for the longest time. to me, they are powerful and say so much in a few short sentences.

i wasn’t born this way. one creates oneself. i believe whatever i dream. whatever i dream, i want to do.
- grace jones

i’ve always been a rebel. i never do things the way they’re supposed to be done. either i go in the opposite direction or i create a new direction for myself, regardless of what the rules are or what society says.
- grace jones

a small group of thoughtful people could change the world. indeed, it’s the only thing that ever has.
– anthropologist margaret mead

so you see, it is completely possible. we might not be able to change the whole world, but we can certainly change the world around us. don’t let “fate” be your excuse. you can create your own future. i am going to mold my own, and i hope you would too!

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ok, so i’m not gonna be so pretentious and claim that i don’t have a wishlist. i do. in another more materialistic view, there are so many other things i want for myself now, and so i threw it all onto an image to share it with you, and to remind myself to go out there and work my ass off till i get this for myself!

(these photos belong to style.com, nozio.com, wallpaperbase.com, engadget.com, nikon.co.jp, and viviennewestwoodonline.co.uk. thanks!)

all these items from comme des garcons and junya watanabe that i’ve loved all my life (i’ve so many garcons items in my wardrobe but it never seems to be enough), from recent seasons that i’ve lusted and drooled over. i want want want so bad. i don’t care if it’s gonna take me another year to be able to afford them, i just hope i can find them for sale, one day when i get some money.

ahh yes, and those vivienne westwood pirate boots that i’ve also wanted for about 4 years now, but everytime i save up money for it, the moment it seems just enough, i somehow go out there and buy something junya. so erm, yeah, it’s time i learn how to control myself and finally get those boots!!

ooh an a dslr. i need one. no really, i’m not being greedy here, but i do need one for school and work. i can’t afford something super smancy-fancy, just a nikon d90 would do, thanks.

and lastly, i do so want to go to london. like how i always betray vivienne and fall back in lust with junya, everytime i think i wanna go to london for a holiday, i let that go and run back to japan. (after all, i did live there for almost 4 years, you know, i do love that place). but it’s like a relationship with a very very bad boy whom you know is so bad for you but he’s so fucking hot and when you get together it’s so damn good. you know what i mean? i know you do. japan is my bad boy and i want to be there so bad.

correct that, japan is the land where my bad boys live, and those bad boys come in the form of a 5 member group called smap. ever since i got to know about them and became such a teenybopper because of them, i’ve been going to watch their concerts each year. i had to pass up their last concert because i couldn’t miss school (another reason to hate parsons), and it killed me. i literally went through months of depression because i knew they were having a concert tour in japan and i was stuck in new york, very far away. so i need to go back, go back to being their fan, because that is one of the rare places where i’m just with a non-stop smile and i feel like i’m on cloud nine.

you see what i mean? smap is my drug. and i’m addicted. that’s why i have to go back.

and so i will, one day, i will move my ass back to tokyo. and 2010 will be a huge stepping stone for that to happen.

i’ve got big plans, i know. but watch me.

oh! and the clock just struck 12 and there are fireworks going off. happy new year!!

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today’s get-up 18dec09

by queengilda on December 28, 2009

i know some of you have seen me in several outfits that are meant only for crazies, and yes, sometimes i wear those crazy shits to school. then again, that only happens when i actually get up about an hour ahead of class with enough time to figure out my outfit and take the subway to school.

during the last few weeks of school, i was so sleep-deprived and bordering on depression and boredom, that my outfits were really just, utterly uninspired.

if i even had the luxury of a few hours of sleep each night, i’d wake up probably after the fifth (or tenth) alarm had rang, and stay in bed cursing at everything before finally dragging myself to the bathroom. and because i just could not care less, or rather, i was too tired to even care, i’d just throw on some tshirts, some easy pants, a jacket and hat and go on my way.

the last week of school was particularly bad and my eyebags were almost up till my chin. and this was me, back home on the last day of my school semester. 3 minutes after these photos were taken, i took a shower and fell into bed where i slept for 18 hours straight, woke up only to pee, and then went back to bed for several hours more.

+ bear coat by mercibeaucoup;
+ hat by y3
+ tshirt by kidrobot
+ long sleeved tee by uniqlo
+ pants by vivienne westwood
+ opened-toe boots by undercover

so this is me, half of each week, running around new york city with a bag that weighs more than a 5-year old child, and feeling like i’m 50. not quite glamourous or anything stylish, but then, whoever told you fashion was glamourous was a big fat liar.

it isn’t. at least not to us, the people who work behind the scenes to bring you clothes.

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celebrating the holidays back home

by queengilda on December 28, 2009

hi everyone!! i’m a couple of days late, but merry christmas! how did all of you spend your christmas? was it white? did you eat a lot? did you exchange presents? did you kiss under a mistletoe? (do people still do that, or does it only happen in harry potter movies??)

i flew back home to singapore!! actually, i had so much work to be done, i thought of toughing it out and staying back in new york over the holidays to do my work.

but seriously, who would i be kidding?? there was no way i would have gotten anything done; i’d probably hibernate the entire month away and still end up with nothing at the end of it, so i thought i should go home. besides, i was just so so so so so sick of parsons, which meant that i was equally sick of new york, and i HAD to get away.

i had to get away from new york like it was the plague.

even if i wanted to stay behind, i would have no friends to play with because everyone escaped just as quickly. we went out and had fun on the last day of class, and most of them flew off the following day!

hence there was basically no way in HELL that i would spend christmas and the new year alone in new york. i think if that had happened, i would have hated it even more and probably set myself on fire.

so here i am in singapore! ta-da!

it was some kind of crazy everest task trying to get a ticket to come back too! everything was booked out for months and my option was to fly on christmas itself. wow. then my mom decided to be generous and transfered some mileage points to me, so i could exchange it for business class!

wooooohooo!! i had a business class seat on singapore airlines, yo! it was so amazing! i felt like such a vip, until i saw the number of kids who were in business and first class! i’m talking about a 6 or 7 year old girl and boy, and another boy of about 12, etc! what!?!? no fair, no fair! kids shouldn’t be allowed extravagances like that until they are older!!

anyway, it was so good. i had a ton of leg-room and the seats could recline till completely horizontal. helloooo mama! but never mind all that, i will never be able to stomach the food from economy class again after what i ate in business class! it was ridiculous.

from the simple pleasures of not having to use plastic cutlery but proper silverware, to having nice dishes prepared and nicely laid out on the plate. the meals actually came in 2 or 3 courses, with the hostesses clearing the plate each time.

ok it sounds like such a cheap thrill, but HEY. it was quite yummy, ok!?

see? i wasn’t kidding you, was i? it looked and tasted pretty darn good. i was so impressed i even took pictures! the photos are grainy because they were taken in poor lighting with my bummy iphone (turned to airplane mode, don’t worry!). but i literally ate so much and cleaned off most of my food, i worried that i would have a stomachache at 40282194 feet off ground. ewww.

anyway so much has happened, i don’t even know where to really start! so i will be unloading post after post on you, so watch out! you’ll be shocked that i, gilda, still remembered how to blog! this holiday season is for me to take my mind of work, anyway, right? so here i am, back again!

and if you still aren’t following me on twitter, do that. i am a complete addict and much more reliable on twitter than i am on my blog. haha. you might even get sick of me on twitter because i tweet more than a robin does in heat.

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here’s a christmas present – cold plasma!

26 December 2009
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thank you so much to everyone who participated in the perricone promo giveaway! a winner was chosen and miss jennifer p, an email will be coming your way shortly.
thanks again!

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oh yay! perricone promo giveaway, a really nice $150 value!

13 December 2009
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i can’t count the number of times i’ve woken up, looked in the mirror and said, “oh great. here’s another mother of zits coming my way.” ever since i first broke out in acne when i was 19, i’ve been on the constant quest for skin products that will help soothe and heal my sensitive, [...]

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